I want to…?

I want to tell you I miss you, but I can’t because I neverappreciated the truth when you said you wanted to leave me. How can I expect you to appreciate the truth about me missing you?

I want to tell you I miss you, but I can’t, because the words, “I miss you,” sound too flamboyant.I want to tell you I miss you, but I have this sinking feeling in my stomach every time I say it out loud. It’s like my body doesn’t want me to accept it, even when I’m alone.I want to tell you I miss you, but I can’t, because I don’t want you to be obliged to say you miss me too. I don’t wantyou to be untrue.

I want to tell you I miss you, but I can’t, because missing you is like a child stealing candy. The pleasure lies in the secrecy.I want to tell you I miss you, but I can’t, because I’m scared; you might stop giving me reasons to missyou.

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